Well I have gotten my meds changed and was feeling fantastic but now I’m feeling back as I did before the switch. Which has me pretty pissed off.
Today I had a small anxiety attack when I thought about writing and I really do need to write. I’ve taken my anti-anxiety meds and I’m feeling better but when I open the sequel to Riders, I’m just… ugh.
And I’m realizing that I’m not having fun with this one. I’m concentrating too hard on things that may or may not happen and need to go back to where I was happy about what I wrote and go from there.
I really want to have this done and edited and out by September but I don’t know if that is going to happen. I hope all can be patient as I struggle with this and the day to day crap I’m still facing.
- Still going to PT. I’ve asked if we can work on my core as well so I can become stronger.
- Disability has been in touch and we’re moving forward. Slowly, but moving forward.