Posted in Fibro, Personal

Jealous

I spoke with a friend today and he gushed on and on about how a particular medication I’ve been on for months now and he just started is doing wonders for him.

I smiled and said all the right, happy things to say but on the inside I wanted to scream.

How is it that all these meds that help people feel better do absolutely nothing for me? Why am I constantly in pain when others get some relief? If only briefly…

Today I slept until 4pm. Four in the friggin afternoon because I just couldn’t deal/move. I took my meds and then proceeded to lay on the couch because my feet hurt too much to do anything else.

My friend offered to bring me dinner but the boys had eaten and I wasn’t hungry. Plus my house is a mess and I really REALLY did not feel like putting on pants.

Another med dose and a movie later and I’m feeling ok. Need to take something for my stomach and will probably be up all night but that’s just the way it goes.

Goodnight

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Lisa Arrington is a mother to two wonderful who has always had a passion for writing. Lisa attended a local technical college and received an associate degree in Computer Networking which she put right to use. Lisa currently lives in Southern Arizona with her two sons and when not writing she can be found curled up on her favorite chair with Kindle in hand, reviewing books for her blog, chauffeuring the boys around town for basketball games or playing Candy Crush Soda on her phone. She loves the color blue, can't get enough cherry cheesecake ice cream or Junior Mints and will forever be in a power-struggle over the big screen TV with her youngest child.

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