I am lying on my couch, underneath a blanket (it’s basically summer here already) freezing. All while my body is hurting, I’m feeling nauseous, my throat has that weird lump feeling again and I am tired of swallowing all these pills for basically nothing.
I am so over feeling this way all.the.damn.time. You would think that I would be okay with it since it’s been four years since it’s started but I’m not. I find myself getting more and more depressed/uninterested in everything.
I called in to work yesterday and was tempted to call in today but one co-worker is out and I didn’t want to leave the other hanging, although I am completely useless today. Besides the body aches, lump and nausea I’m also just not here brain wise. I realize that may sound strange, but you have no idea how long it’s taken me to write this blog post out.
And can I just say ‘yay, ice cream!’? Or gelato… whatever the hell I just consumed. The lump feeling is gone.
Okay, well I have work to do and trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with me. Doctor’s appointment tomorrow. Wish me luck.